The following thoughts have been swanning around my head – like a magpie on steroids – for a while now, so I’ve decided to put them into print, if for no other reason than to free myself of that painful mental burden. But then, is there no way to truly free oneself from the mental millstone that is Donald Trump? I fear not. I strongly suspect there will be a recognised future psychological malady known as PDTS ….
Caveat: the following consists of my personal speculations regarding Donald Trump’s historical and contemporary mental and physical state. I have no medical degrees, in either Fahrenheit or Celsius. I only have eyes (obviously for you) that can see, and a mind that can and will speculate, which I have done significantly here. Feel free to take my musings with a mountain of Maldon.
Military College
There are only 2 reasons that I know of to send your teenager to such a College: 1) Familial history of Military service, 2) Cunthood – otherwise technically known as uncontrollably bad behaviour. We know, without contention, which of those options applied to Trump. This is where I will happily assert Trump suffered from undiagnosed (at least back then) ADHD, which in his time was poorly understood and badly diagnosed. We can reasonably and reliably trace a history of “difficult” behaviour and mentality back to his teen years beyond that which you’d expect from a teenager receiving a stipend the equivalent of 2024 – $275000 annually. You’re welcome to misread that as “anally”. AI would never offer that option. Just sayin ….
Trump then just got jobs with his father’s business, got seriously involved with the local mafia and slowly became the lowlife cunt we know him to be. I mean, like his brother, it seems he actually had dreams of doing things other than being caught in the family business (e.g. film school), but unlike his brother, lacked the courage to do so.
ADHD
I’m by no means the first person to suggest Trump suffers from ADHD (and has done since at least his teens). Medical professionals such as Dr John Kruse have argued such, but I came to this view independently and my view contains elements that no medical professional would contemplate articulating publicly. But the smartarse in me, combined with my deep aversion for this man (which may make me biased) compels me to be more cavalier. It’s either my aversion or the Power of Christ. I can’t always tell …
Of course, in the days of Trump’s youth, ADHD wasn’t called that and the understanding of this condition was still developing. I’m sure, initially, Trump’s difficult behaviour was superficially characterised in those terms – i.e. “difficult”. In the late 50s and early 60s discipline was the go-to remedy, and no doubt especially so in a household like Trump’s.
I’ve no idea if Trump was subject to any medical or pharmaceutical intervention during those early days. It’s entirely possible he was not. I suspect his parents thought Military College would beat his disorderly arse into submission. That’s objectively unfortunate given it’s really not possible to control a condition such as ADHD through such behavioural control, and it’s simply cruel to try.
Adderall
Let’s skip forward a bit since the period previously mentioned contains a lot of unknowns and incompleteness (actually, that’s true of this entire article but shhhhhh ….)
Adderall was introduced to the public in 1994. Adderall is an amphetamine/stimulant prescribed for ADHD and Narcolepsy. It’s also a drug used recreationally as a euphoriant (we’ll circle back to that aspect). I suspect Trump had been prescribed this drug and has been routinely overusing/abusing it ever since. While there’s no public evidence that Trump was ever prescribed or took this drug it nevertheless makes sense in certain ways. When taken as prescribed, Adderall is a safe, long-term drug, but there’s no way Donald Trump is the type of person to adhere to what is prescribed, and less so to that which is proscribed. I’ve little doubt in my bias-addled mind that Trump has long been abusing this drug.
While there’s no evidence on the public record that Trump has ever used this drug, there are nevertheless public claims to that effect. Most notably (and arguably exclusively) former staff members such as Noel Casler and Tom Arnold claimed that he used or abused Adderall while filming The Apprentice. There is no public record of Trump ever denying or refuting their claims and no record of him ever having threatened them with legal action. Now, in fairness, there are a couple of explanations as to why that may be the case: one is that responding to such claims just increases the level of public attention. It makes sense to just ignore it. The other reason is the fact of the legal process of Discovery
We know that Trump is acutely aware of the problem of Discovery, which is why he’s never threatened a single person with legal action that has accused him of being a paedophile (that probably warrants a separate article because it’s a much abused/misused term).
For me the idea that Trump has historically been prescribed Adderall and has likely abused it, and potentially become addicted, simply gels with what we know of him and what we’ve seen over the last decade. As I said earlier, Adderall is a euphoriant. We’ve all seen the clips of him at the party with Epstein. Trump doesn’t drink, so he’s just high on the chance of scoring a few young girls? That’s not what I see. Two of the side-effects of this drug are Diarrhea and Insomnia. Sound familiar? Is it possible that long term misuse of Adderall can lead to chronic incontinence (which I consider to be an observable reality regrading Trump)? We know he can’t sleep at night. Is that because he’s hyped up all the time for some reason or a side-effect? We know he pathologically craves attention so maybe his social media activity can be explained in those simple terms. As with everything about Trump, multiple explanations might work and Occam has his Razor stuck on a fucking Escher staircase.
The sloppiest and least convincing part of my theory (fuck-off with the laughter already!) is the contemporary situation. It’s my hypothesis that Trump’s recent health and cognitive issues have been caused by his doctors taking him off Adderall and possibly treating him for addiction, hence the MRIs and cognitive tests and obvious intravenous treatments (hand injuries). His being taken off that drug and put on a non-stimulant for his adult ADHD might also account or his new habit of entering Noddy-Land at every turn. He can stay awake when he’s speaking because that provides him with endless ego-dopamine, but when anyone else is speaking, it’s Irene Goodnight. I would argue that feature of his behaviour has become observably worse over the last few months.
Dementia
Trump’s fairly obvious (I think undeniable) lapse into dementia over the last few years represents a potential spanner in the works for aspects of my theory, though things can be concurrent. His increased lack of focus and meandering mindfulness may not be a change in his treatment of his ADHD but simply part of the [increasingly rapid] development of his dementia. This is where I have to fall back on my disclaimer of not being a medical professional or having such credentials of any kind. I’m just a philosopher with a keen interest in psychology (who at no point in this article entered the realm of a philosophical analysis of Trump’s psychology – bite me). One of the more obvious signs of his slide into the dark world of dementia is his stark loss of social and language filters. I appreciate that can be a facet of simple ageing, but this is extreme. For me Trump represents the embodiment of the Perfect Storm of everything negative about human psychology.
A lot of people characterise Trump as “embarrassing”. I get that, but it’s not how I see him, even though much of what he says and does may fit that characterisation. I see him more as a pathetic figure whose waggish darkness manifests as projected self-hatred and compelling compensation. I honestly think much of Trump’s motivation stems from a place of hatred for the burdens he’s had to endure (however superficial and self-perceived they may seem to the rest of us) and his desperate need to take out his rewenge on anyone who can’t resist.
